Shabby-teenaqe drama

Whine down .

2009-01-25T02:34:00.000-08:00

**Trying to keep this blog going as much as possible .

Anyway ,today wasnt much of an exciting sunday .
As yesterday i was out the whole day ,i decided to stay home to get charged up .
Hahs~

Actually supposed to catch a movie then head to fionne's granny's house for dinner .
But all that was pushed to tomorrow .

' I cleaned up my room .
- This calls for a celebration as i RARELY do that .
' Hog on the computer .
- This aint anything new .
' Did some housework .
- Nothing new .
' Wrestled with daddy
- I love him ! Again ,nothing new .

Oh my !
' Check the internet for poly courses & cut off points !!
- Im surprised i actually did that . Wth ?

Polytechnics im interested in :
1. Temasek .
2. Nanyang .
3. Ngee ann .

Courses im considering :
1. Pyschology studies .
2. Fashion designing .
3. Law & management .
3. Tourism & development .

**still thinking through though .

So ~~
Right now ,im watching for Rush hour 2 .

& once again ,i've changed my skin again to gossip girl .

Oh god ! I've homework . Forgot that . Alamak . Die .

Hugharder . Laughlouder . Smilebigger . Lovelonger .

A saturday to remember (:

2009-01-24T04:04:00.000-08:00

Ache ,ache ,ache .
Leg ,leg ,leg .

Saturday 24 jan ,
Quite a mesmerising day despite its the O level year .
Unbelieveable that i was enjoying myself to the max .

Currently ,blogging at admiralty's karoake lounge .

Met up with fionne bestie at admiralty & made our way to bugis .
We had our goals in mind ( referring to shopping btw ) .
Heard a sort of "shocking news" from fionne .
Then talked 'bout other school stuff randomly .
Not really that random though .

Shopped :
White zinc bagpack ;

Rather confused 'bout the colour white & brown .
Main cause was cause of the WRS uni .
Will it match ?
Bouqht it in a jiffy without even walking around much .
Like the saying goes ;
Once my mind is settled ,i'll not back out , wtf ?
Also shopped:
Black waist belt .
Basically cause i needed it right at that point .
Hahs .

Bestie shopped :
Red jumper suit (scottish version)
My choice (:

Most importantly ,
ate at LJS .
Our usual eating area .

Then ,headed off to J8 .
Although i didnt want cause feet was hurting quite badly .
But at fionne's persistence ,i went .
Couldnt find what she wanted & she was pretty sad 'bout it .

Then ,came back to admiralty for potluck karoake .
Air con ,at long last !

Fionne forced me to sing !
She pointed a gun at me . Wth .

Songs continued .. & continued .
Fionne left an hour ago & i was just chatting with fairoz .
I hope he can meet me tomorrow .
I really missed him :(
Shakeela too .

Im freaking tired over those loud blasting of stereos & im currently moody nw . Everyone is asking whether im fine .
Hello ,im so not fine ! Pretty obvious nia !
Even fionne realised it .

Oh . Something awkward happened with me & fionne today .
Unexpectedly ,it just happened .
Weird i tell you .

***

Hugharder . Laughlouder . Smilebigger . Lovelonger .

Too heckinq tired .

2009-01-10T04:37:00.000-08:00

Whatever happened today will be blogged only tomorrow .

Sorry for the inconvenience caused .

Wtfff ?!!

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

I'll never forget the past .

2009-01-03T06:41:00.000-08:00

Saturday ?

Aint got much to say .
You can very well say that today aint my day in fact .
Who else can spoil it for me ?

So much for a start of a fresh new 2009 :(

Party today , Confess tomorrow :)

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

Gosh ! Resolutions?!

2009-01-01T03:54:00.000-08:00

Alrights .
I understand that i've not been blogging for a pretty long time .
What say ? Two months ?
In fact ,i nearly made my blog officially dead .Yikes :(

Guess i'll try & keep this blog going for as long as i can .

Happy new year :D

Eve of new year

Anw ,the countdown party last night rocked me upside down !
I drank a lil' bit of Absolut' vodka (giggles)
What can i say ? Temptations uhh ?

So i met a couples of hunks at the party
& surprisingly ,two of them approached me to dance ! Woah .
Hot dancers ,i must say !
I won a bonquet for being the FIRST girl in a brown dress to come up on stage to sing !!

So yeah ,didnt tell vijay 'bout this or he'll kill me .
Oops .

On the way back home ,my feet were killing me .
I sort of regretted wearing those super high heels .
Im sure fionne/ranjeet/sheila/sanjay/monica knows what im talking 'bout :)

New year's day

Came down with a flu & headache .
what a way to start the new year uhh ?!

Stayed at home/watched tv/prepared for school :(
Oh my ,11 more hours to the gates of hell .
Oh ,im exaggerating .

Chatted with dhakshini(godsis) 'bout losing virgnity ?! / our past .
Also chatted with goppi for just a short while ,he came back from NS .

Now ,time to get serious .

Resolutions ;

1. Do my O's well to prove someone wrong .
2.Improve on my relationship with my mother .
3.Picture that particular person as someone else .
4.Stopping hogging on the com the whole time .
5.Focus .

**Other resolutions are pretty much private .

Like i said ,i try & keep this blog going :)
Tataas .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

Slacker shabs .

2008-12-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

First of all ,i wanna talk 'bout my mum .
What's her freaking problem ?!

Why is always so dramatic & over-sensitive ?!
A lil' shouting wont kill her !
& she's so sarcastic & & & urghh everything else !!
She's a great mum But still .. sometimes ..
SHE JUST GETS ON MY NERVES !
She thinks she's the boss ,oh darn it !

Forget it .

Today was mainly hogging on the computer the whole time :D
Best day of my life :D

Talked to Goppi today 'bout his irritating bro .
Oh they are funny ! He cycled to bukit batok from
jurong while talking on the hp to me !

Dave wrote me a poem ! How shweet of him .

& i met a girl who's two yrs younger than me &
keeps yelling in MSN that she loves me ?! Wth ?!
But she's not a lesbian ,just a over hyperactive girl . Lol !

Thats 'bout all i've to blog for today .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

Weekend .

2008-12-01T05:18:00.000-08:00

Its been pretty damn long since i blogged uhh ?
Lol :D

Anyways ,life's pretty much slacking for me ,
except when work comes into the pict . Darn it !

Saturday flashback :
BOWLING BOWLING BOWLING !
Throughout the whole tme ,i was bowling .
In the morning ,i was bowling with my friends .
& in the evening ,I was bowling with my cousins .
& the sad thing is i always lose !
Arghh .
One funny thing :
I was bowling & after throwing the ball ,my cousin's boyfriend
threw another ball at the same time behind me !
& Wala ! S.T.R.I.K.E !

When i was bowling with my friends ,
one of the guys kept glancing at me .
Oh Come on ,I felt creeped out ,not happy !
He scared me :(

Sunday flashback:
Was at home pretty much the whole day .
Tired ,you see .
Watched two movies-One tamil one(mercury pookal)
& another english one(Anaconda III)

The day was fine until evening .
Something happened & i didnt know which side to be on .
But it spoilt my evening & night :(
Hope everything becomes better ASAP .
I know you will be reading this blog sheila & reena so please make it true .

So ,this is my weekend flashback .
Posting 'bout Monday right after this post .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

Shopping spree ?

2008-11-27T03:03:00.000-08:00

Arranged a date with fionne bestie to go bugis & later head somewhere else today .

At the MRT ,waiting for fionne .
Was stalked by an indian guy ! Damn ,it always has to happen .
I was thinking-it's just one guy ,no problem .
But ..a group of other guys joined him & stood beside me !
So ,i moved away .

Met fionne & we headed to bugis .

At Bugis ;
We ate at LJS ,our usual eating area at bugis .
We never fail to eat that everytime :D
Saw funny people walking past & what do we do ?
We talk & laugh about it ! Lol !

We each bought a pair of shoes .
Mine-pink high heels .
Fionne-Hot red flats .

Wanted to get fionne a wallet at 'the wallet shop' .
But ,she didnt like any . Haiyo !
I mentioned to her that i'll sabo her on her 16th birthday
but i need to plan things out first . [Evil laughter]

After going around bugis ,we headed to yishun to catch a movie 'Quarantine'
& what the hell ?! We reached there ,only to find out that its NC16 .
Still ,we tried our luck & that lady asked for our IC .
I was like uhhh ...

No movie :(

Went around Northpoint .
Fionne met two cuties but she let them slip out of her hands !
Lol !
Whereas an indian guy walked past me & said 'There . Here got one pretty girl what .' to his friend .
I was like hello ?! Here got , so what ?
All fionne & i could do was laugh & walk away .
We went mac to eat oreo cheesecake & a double choco frappe .

After that ,we went to Cwp & walked around before finally heading back home .
& just as i told fionne that once we are in Cwp ,we will see many familiar faces
& right at that moment ,we saw one ! Lol !

Now ,my legs are freaking tired & im gonna sleep for awhile .
Damnit ! I've work tomorrow ! Hope its cancelled somehow .

Till then ,byes :D

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

Cheesy tuesday .

2008-11-25T05:14:00.000-08:00

Im so freaking tired this very minute .

Today ,i had work-the usual teaching .
Was fun meeting the primary kids .
They are quite a bunch of cuties .

Before that ,i was at home doing some homework .
Believe it or not ,its true . Lol .
Then i did dome MSN-ing & friendstering .

After my work around 5 ,i came back home & started on the com .
I was watching Frankenfish !
Oh ,i was loving the part when they kept swearing at each other 'fuck it ! Damnit !'
Its hilarious the way their face go & the way they swear ! LOL !

Was just chatting with shanker on the phone .
Damnit . He just cant pronounce my name properly .
He cant even pronounce Shabbyy !!

Anw ,im lunch-ing with fionne bestie tomorrow so i better sleep in early tonight .

Ending off with the usual ..

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

Monday blues .

2008-11-24T05:13:00.000-08:00

Today was pretty okay .

Did NO homework today .
But ,tidied my room & cupboard .
Now ,thats an achievement uhh ?

Lol :D

Anyway ,back to main topic .
I cooked today !!
Achhemms .. Fine ,i only heated up the food ,i didnt cook .
Damnit .

Was on the com nearly the whole day today ,
to make up for that one week .

Watched a couple of movies & what the hell ?!
I was downlading two movies to watch tonight .

#Anaconda 3
#The mummy ,Tomb of the dragon emperor

In the end ,the internet connection got cut off
& so did 1 hour plus of my downloading !!
DAMN.

Went down for a while to meet up with an old girlfriend of mine .
The minute she saw me ,she hugged me .
Well ,i dont blame her ,its been 4 mnths since we met .

After that ,the usual stuff of dinner ,watching movie & eating ice cream .
Chocolate Hazelnut something .. (cant remember .)

So now im blogging .
& now im ending it off with ..

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

Weekend shitt .

2008-11-23T04:11:00.000-08:00

Omg.
Been damn freaking long since i've updated huh ?
what say around 1 week since i touched the com ?!

I've got tons to update ,damnit !
So many things & so lil' time .

Right now ,im in a karaoke lounge .
My friends are singing & im blogging .
Lol ! Now ,they cursing me . Aiyo .

Anyway ,i'll update my trip to KL in another post right after this one .
Now ,i'll blog about my weekend .

Went to my dad's friend's hse for deepavali visiting .

The minute i entered ,i got this .
Hey shabu ! your hair ?! so nice !
Hey shabbyy ! Omg . you look different .
Shabnam ,i cant recognise you lahh .

Im like .. (giggles) ya .

Anyway ,i was just sitting around when my friend whom i've not seen for very long sat beside me .
Without any hey or hi ,he asked for my num .
I was like ..ermm.. wth !
Since i knew him before so i gave him my num .

Boys these days are so complicated ,god damnit !

Met other nice guys there but i didnt bother to talk much .
Nahh ! Aint interested ! Lol !

Sat there till 10 plus ,gossiping with the girls .
But still ,i prefer the gossips with my regular girlfriends :D

Cant wait for monday- Can use the com for the whole freaking day !

I've completed some holiday assignments btw .
# Social studies SBQ .
#Two eng comprehension.
#Eng compo.
# Two Emaths wksheets.

Quite an accomplishment huh ?
Lol .

Ending off here .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

Messy & last min .

2008-11-13T05:11:00.000-08:00

Damn . damn . damn .

My eyes were burning hot early this morning .
Urghh . whats up with that ?!

Anyway ,im currently watching song videos of Kat deluna & pussycat dolls .

Today was messy & last minute .

Fell sick due to yesterday's downpour .
Didnt go CCA .

Had no lunch preparation so i asked fionne out .
Since i was feeling much better ,i went to her house for lunch .

Embarrassing moment on the way to her house :
Nearly fell on the pavement & people were staring at me !!

Went to bestie's house & ate nasi pattaya & watched some cartoons :]
After that ,we went for a walk under her block .
Saw a couple getting intimate in a park & LOL !
An uncle stopped them . & bestie said "This is normal around here."
Im lik wth ?!

Went back home around 5plus .
whatever i did after that aint important .

One last thing before i end this ,
I'll post about the class outing at east coast as soon
as i get the photos ready :]

Till then .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

Last day of torture !

2008-11-07T05:33:00.000-08:00

LATE UPDATE .

A morning of tiredness . Arghh .
Supposed to be all ready for Mcdonalds Breakfast with 3E4 .
But ,sleepyness got hold of me so i skipped breakfast . Oops !

Anyway ,on the way to school ii met the 3E4 gang .
Took a class photo before entering school .

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL MAN ! (im slow & random)

Anw ,had the usual shit of education .
Wasnt all that fun .

Amaths/chem/Geog/Free period & lastly CCA .

Mrs whelan invited us for christmas .
The only reason i wanna go is the food ,cat & perhaps presents !

During cca ,my stomach grumbled many times .
& felicia ,evelyn ,bing yi ,timothy heard it !
Ohh ,how unglam !

After that ,went to pizzahut with fionne bestie & evelyn lover :]
Took photos ,ate pizza & lasagne & ice cream .

PHOTOS :

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

Aint perfecting .

2008-11-06T05:15:00.000-08:00

Sad hindi song .
With translations .

Listening to :

Toh Phir Aao Mujhko Sataao
Then Come, Torment Me

Toh Phir Aao Mujhko Rulaao
Then Come, Make Me Cry

Dil Badal Bane, Aankhein Behne Lagi
The Heart Became A Cloud, The Eyes Started To Flow

Aahein Aise Uthein Jaise Aandhi Chalein
Sighs Were Taken As If A Hurricane Passed By

Toh Phir Aao Mujhko Sataao
Then Come, Torment Me

Toh Phir Aao Mujhko Rulaao
Then Come, Make Me Cry

Aa Bhi Jaao – 6
Please Come Now.

...

Today wasnt a day of perfection at all .
Once again the issue of blog came up .
What's with the contradicting issue ?? I mean me ?
What have i got to do with this ? Damn .

I've got problems of my own recently & new ones are popping up ??

Anyway got our class photos back & wasnt happy with what i heard .
Come on ,its just the way we stand . Is there a need to curse at us ?

Anyway, downloaded 'when a stranger calls' yesterday .
Ermm ,today came school pretty early cause wanted to see evelyn's so-called short haircut .
But Damn ! I got tricked . She lied to me & i fell for it ! Lol .

Had many practicals today -something that i never looked forward to .
English & bio was quite interesting in a way ! Lol .

Last 1 hour of school ,3E4 had our SPA bio test which sucked terribly for me . Arghh !

Eating breakfast early in the morning tomorrow with 3E4 .
Eating dinner with fionne/evelyn/evon tomorrow .
Boy ,am gonna gain some kilos tomorrow !
Damn .

Currently doing : Msging sam/blogging/listening song/scripting !
Gonna do now : Watch 'hollow man' .

So shall update asap :D

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

Love ,fate & flashback .

2008-11-04T02:10:00.000-08:00

Currently listening to Fall-Ina

I gave you all you desired
All that you needed Boy, I provided
I let you into my head
Into my bed
And that’s a privilege
I had your back at the answers
You took the dollars
I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cuz I thought you really loved me
I don’t know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I’ve had enough

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you

And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

Love this song as its lyrics just reflects a ♥ true independent girl ♥ .
Whether it can be me or not ,i aint sure .

Errmm . Life is getting complicated as i grow older . Why ?
I would prefer being a noobish child ,having no worries at all :D

Chatted with a few close godbrothers & godsisters of mine .
Shared our love stories on a conference call just a while ago .
What a coincidence ! Same thinking ,same fate !

Anyway , FLASHBACK !

Woke up late today but wth !
No matter what time i get up ,im still early for school . Lol .
Had lessons all the way & psstt .. i skipped Mt class today .
I mean aint that cool ??

Supposed to have Bio Re-test but as call me lucky or unlucky .
It was postponed to fri :]
So ,went to Mac with felicia & glenda .
We talked & teased each other randomly .

On the way home ,i had cramps , Eff !

Now ,im just slacking around the house .
Shall call fionne up now then .

Before that ,its downloading movies time .

Downloaded :
1. Apocalypto
2.One missed call
3.POTC part 1 & 2
4.Mirrors
5.Journey to the centre of the earth
6.Chronicles of Narnia 2
7.Hancock
8.Get smart
9.Hollow man

& what's next ??

Till here .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

Plans for the 7th day .

2008-11-01T19:52:00.000-07:00

Reluctantly woke up to the sounds of my mother's voice [gossiping on phone ,lol.]

So cant wait to watch 'KIDNAP'-perinder is gonna lend it to me .
How nice of her .

Anyway , im gonna eat breakfast pretty soon .
So ,i'll be quick about it .

Im gonna go for a housewarming party at sembawang .
Get to meet up with some old friends .
Eat good , indian , spicy food . Yumyum ! [thats the main reason why im going]
Lol .

P.S Must rmb to call fionne by hook or crook .
Be updating again in the evening :D
Till then, tataas .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

This is what love looks likes .

2008-11-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

Be loved but never love .
Attach but never combine .
Trip but never fall .
Be broken is better than shattered .
Tell him of your strength but of your past .
Be trustworthy but never trust .
Be cracked but never open .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

Saturday fun :]

2008-11-01T08:13:00.000-07:00

Woke up to the rainy cold morning today .

Walk around the house ,having no shit to do then i remembered that i havent
finished watching "One missed call" . What a stupid ending but the horror standards was pretty good . Lol .

Started using the com & went down to meet up with Raja ,a friend of mine who lives next blk .
We talked about stuff that was pretty much random . Lol .
& he hacked into my handphone !! Wth .
I mean how does he do that ?
He scared the crap outta me ,making me think that my hp's nuts .

After that ,i came back home to watch a rather sick movie about a 64 yr old man marrying a 34 yr old lady .
But the ending's sweet still i find it sick :D

Went to a deeparaya concert at admiral garden that had handsome hunks [grinning] .
During that time ,had some gossip with ivan . Got some inside info from him too . Lol .

Right now ,im multi-tasking . Blogging/listening song/downloading movie/watching movie .
Aint i good ? Lol :D

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

2008-10-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

Listening to 'Wait for you."

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

...

None of this reflects my life .
But i just love this song .

Anyway ,back to my lifestory . Lol .

School started at 9.30 . ( If only it was the norm school time )
But ,oops ! School was supposed to be as per norm . Had some practical shit .

Had Emaths/CL/Amaths & bio .

Mr chong lessons are the best !
But what i cant understand is why i cant seem to do average ,despite me liking the subject .

Went home after eating KFC .

Gonna meet mrs kok tomorrow .
Put my brave face on . Urghh !

Till here .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

Normal routine .

2008-10-29T04:42:00.001-07:00

My blog aint dead , people . Lol !

P.S-I may write certain things but to certain extent in my blog .
I mean thats what blogs are for . especially essential for teens eh ?

Anyway ,had my Holiday Intensive Programme .
Aint much fun . the usual crap except for recess & biology .
I had quite a laugh during those periods . :]
Went to make a quick stop at AMK with glenda to collect her specs.
Instead of a thank-you ,i got beatings instead . Lol !

Damn . I wished it rained . So bloody hot !
I miss those times of smashing water balloons into each other faces . Lol !
I hope our 2E3 chalet would be this fun .
I hope there would even be a chalet !

Currently listening to different types of songs .
Dancing to the beats of whine up .
Ohh ,i never get sick of this song fionne .
Thanks to you :]]

Alrights ,ending off here :D
Gonna start on my Emaths homework . How nerdy .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE :D

2008-10-24T22:36:00.000-07:00

Heyys viewers .

Here's my new bloq .
Link me & do tag .

The reason why i created this blog was to past time .
& know more about the insides which right now im pretty lost .

& trust me peeps . I dont speak or write bad stuff about whoever on my blog
cause i just tell it to them straight in the face .

♥SHABBY
♥LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE
:D